It's November 1st 2014 and I’m playing FFXI. If someone told me in 2004 that I would be playing the same video game in 2014, I would've said they were outside their head. I love this game. Forgive me for saying this, as I know it is a point of controversy, but I love it for what it was in the beginning. Granted I like it now, but I love it for what it was.
I started this game in August of 2004 and was mesmerized. I was a green first year law student and my friends and I decided to each buy a PS2 hard drive in order to play SOCOM – a good outlet to blow off some steam. Little did I know that that hard drive came preloaded with FFXI and that it would completely alter my perspective on gaming. I’m not the subject of one of those sad MMO stories where the game completely consumed my life, but gaming has always been a way a way for me to escape stress as I’m sure it is for many.
When I first logged in to Sandy with three friends it was as if a door to an alternate reality had opened. What first impressed me was the openness and expanse of the world. It seemed huge. Unlike anything I had ever played before. I could see the other zones on the regional info tab, but it took forever to even run across Ronfaure. How would I ever get to these other places?
Slow but sure, the group all worked our way towards 75 – and I do mean slow. It took me a little over a year to bring my first character to max level. I enjoyed every minute of it. The next move was to a great LS that did everything from Sky, Sea, Dynamis, HNMs, etc. (whatup Wasp/Redwings LS on Shiva).
I didn't mean to post my FFXI life story. Nostalgia comes with the scotch I suppose. For those that haven’t moved onto the next post, the point of the post was that there has never been another game since XI that has held me. What is it? The grind to max level? The rarity of important drops? The exploration? The community? The improv and cohesion of a group when everything goes wrong? The immersion…
That’s it, I think. I believe it’s a combination of all those things that lead to complete immersion. I feel bad for people that don’t experience that. It’s as if for a short time you completely take your mind off everything in your life and sink into this game. Don’t get me wrong – it’s not replacement for RL, but it has been a crutch of mine for those times when problems and stresses of everyday life seem insurmountable.
What I can’t understand is why no game manufacturer can seem to replicate this feeling for an extended amount of time. I've played plenty of games – looking at you Far Cry, Borderlands, Metal Gear, The Witcher, Mass Effect, – that have come close, but it’s all over in a flash. FFXIV held me for half a year, but it doesn't get the job done. All this is personal opinion, I know. There are a lot of people that enjoy FFXIV and I'm genuinely glad that they've found something, but it is a vastly different game than FFXI, and I think anyone would agree.
To me FFXI was something special. This is not a post about why XI is better than all other games, it is about a personal opinion that I know is shared by others. There is a gaming market for us, but what I don’t understand is why these games aren't made anymore.
I’m believe that FFXI has ruined my perspective gaming.
-Mad